The pain is too great for me to contain as the venom spreads. I tried to rip it out and it resulted in the suicide of my inner being. It does not matter at this point as the damage has already been done. The removal of the anguish and the death of my spirit are one in the same. the searing ache tears through my physical body rendering me useless. my inner beauty quickly faded and the lustrous glow of my soul diminished to a faint blush. desolate and alone in my distress.

And As the light goes dim
As my fate turns grim
I wait for you here
Waiting and fading
Just hoping you’ll find me
Or ill find you
In this internal maze
Looking inside and out
Just to find what I am without
I love you so much
But I can’t find you anymore.

I let the darkness take me over.